No method works

Attempted with pills mixed with alcohol and all it did was make me sick and I threw up. Absolutely terrified of blood and knives so cutting is not an option. Cannot buy a gun because I was on a 72 hour hold which bans me from owning one. Hanging seemed like a decent option but I’m a bigger person so the likelihood of it failing is increased and I don’t have anywhere in my apartment to properly do it without basically strangling myself.

I have a week to figure a way out, Im genuinely just thinking about going out one night and just sleeping somewhere and hoping I die of hypothermia or exposure. I live in a costal city so I’ve thought about trying to find a spot near the docks or piers and drowning myself but there’s a high chance someone will try to save or call the cops. I need a way out.