I deleted my ed Twitter account

Im not necessarily weight restoring given I’m bmi 16 and not really needing to restore my weight i’m skinny but I’m not too skinny to where i need to gain. I stoped counting calories and eat 1 and a half to 2 meals a day which is an improvement from before. I don’t really want to gain weight or really focus of my ed at all from here on forward I just want to stop feeling so depressed and work on getting a career going and becoming more independent because i still am at my parents house at 25, my mom died this year I just cant be sitting in a depressed pile on my bed most days, I want to do better but i don’t know where to start.