How do I come back

I’m really struggling right now, so for context I (24 yr) gave my life to Jesus early 2024 and a lot of good and bad happened but my love for Jesus grew everyday but idk what happened earlier this year. I’ve been so burned out, losing my motivation to pray, read my word, and just sit with God like it’s been downhill. And I’ve been trying to come back here and there but it’s like a day or two later I’m back to no motivation. Now I’m cussing again, quicker to anger, and, the one I’m most embarrassed about, I’ve fell back into masturbation. I just feel like my life is in an absolute downward spiral and I can’t take it. I want to give my life back to God and submit fully but I’m so lost and don’t know what to do so I guess I’m just looking for help and if anyone has gone through this. Like what are some ways yall have made it back. Thanks for reading.