friends

i have no friends, usually this is something i’ve dealt with a lot and i’ve grown used to it sometimes but im lonely- i havent had real irl friends since highschool and those were barely. I’m 21 now and don’t have any irl or online friends, i spend most of the day alone trying to busy myself or working- i don’t know what else to do. i’ve tried putting myself out there but it seems like relationships are only temporary for me. I’ve never had a romantic relationship either and i feel very behind in life, it’s starting to feel like a permanent thing in my life and idk how to fix it