Can't send this to you

Sobrang natetemp ako imessage ka pa ulit pero mukhang wala ka na talaga response. I don't know what happened. Okay ka lang ba? I mean I'm genuinely concerned if you're well.

It's so weird na you're just not... there. Like, you vanished or something. Hindi mo ko blinock or nirestrict so I don't really understand?

Ikaw lang hinihintay ko na bumati sakin nung birthday ko. Hindi ko masasabi sayo 'to and even if you come back, baka di ko pa rin maamin pero grabe I am soooooooo hopelessly in love with you. I miss you man. If I have to post here everyday to prevent myself from spiraling, I absolutely would.