Going outside my house feels like torture

Everywhere I go there’s a pretty girl with her pretty body and her pretty hair and lips and nose and fucking perfect everything

I hate going outside because of this, I instantly start to get on a bad mood when I have to go outside, bc I know at some point someone will look at me and my fucking face and then there will be a girl that has every trait that I want and then I come back depressed

It’s just torture