TW THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE

Why doesn’t anyone talk about the running in circles or guilt when something happens that could’ve been avoided and it’s all your fault so people are mad at you and the urge to give in is so strong but you obviously don’t but then guilt sets in and you’re telling yourself you’re doing it for attention but you’re literally just alone in your room with no one to talk to because uou genuinely can’t tell if you’re looking for attention or not