Day 7 CT 300-400mg for 5 months HELL

Today is Sunday and Monday afternoon I had my last dose of 7-oh. What began as a 30mg per day habit ballooned into 3-400mg per day. I had to dose when I woke up in the middle of the night due to withdrawals. Pooping was the worst on these. Monday night I just busted out crying and screaming in my house. I started becoming cold and felt like my arms would not stop moving. I laid down to sleep with an immense fear and physical symptoms starting. Monday night I tossed and turned all night punching the air. Tuesday morning I woke up to projectile vomiting all over my bed and bathroom floor. Shakes, cold sweats constantly, pins and needles all over my back. Walking to the bathroom felt like running 10 miles and the shakes that cause were PURE hell. Jumped back into bed Tuesday with a throw up bucket, and for two days I tossed and turned continuously projectile vomitting and spewing liquids out of my ass constantly. I was constantly cold and shivering. I went through PURE HELL until Friday morning, I felt only a few percent better. Every single night was EXTREMELY PAINFULL back pain, sweats cold chills. My penis shriveled up into a piece of deli meat and I had to pull it out its shell just to piss my extremities became ICE COLD. As I write this I still feel pretty fucked up but I’m getting better. I just had a really big determination to get off especially AFTER the withdrawals started. I could never see myself going through that again so I said fuck it and seeked no medical help. I did have plenty of Gatorade, vitamins, some anxiety meds and a little weed. This shit is no joke at all, and before it was banned here I was an advocate for it. Fuck this shit and I feel so bad for anyone going through it right now. If you have self control on this stuff great, but no one warned me of how bad it is to get off this stuff. I had never used opioids before this, and I can tell you this stuff does feel good for a while, but you pay a deep price. The last month of use I was constantly angry That’s not my true personality.