Giving up or Giving All...can't decide.

I can't now am done! Bhai mere marks nhi aa rhe, mujhe nhi samajh aa rha...mai ab December month Pura dena chahti hu...Mere pas bolne k liye bohot kuch h lekin kya bolu samaj nhi aa rha. Toh mai ab apne goals likhungi:-

1. Mere backlogs h 7-8 chapter. Vo complete krna
2. Mujhe "organic" coaching se pehle complete krni h
3. Mujhe har week test dena h..
4. Jo bhi mai chapter krungi uska sab Pura module pyq complete krna h.

Kind off wrote my resolutions..itna din mai kya parh rhi thi mujhe khud nhi pta. Ab mai reddit uninstall krungi and diary maintain krungi December arc ka..nd 31st December me aake update dungi. I need accountability now so am writing it here ...I hope am able to complete it.