My girlfriend ACTUALLY ghosted me

I thought she ghosted earlier, but she did for real this time. So earlier I was a bit emotionally vulnerable, and I panicked and thought I was being ghosted. She sent "I'm literally eating." I said "Ohh, I am so sorry. I thought you got disappointed or upset and ghosted me. I am really sorry." Her response was "Ts okay." and sent me a pic of her food. I replied with "Oh nice! I made myself a grilled cheese sandwich with tomato soup."

She didn't respond. I was reflecting so I sent

"Hey, I’ve been thinking about how I show up when you’re going through stuff. I realize I’ve often reacted from my own emotions and that probably made it hard for you to lean on me. I want you to know I’m working on being calmer and safer to talk to. I just wanted you to know I see it and I’m trying to do better.

Basically that’ all I wanted to say. I just realize that I haven’t been that supportive. When you were going through a lot, I noticed that instead of reaching out to me for emotional support, you shut down. Which I can understand because I have been making stuff about me instead of being your safe space. And I am changing that. "

It's been one hour and no reply. She's been waiting on some money I was supposed to get today. I haven't been able to help her out the past 2 weeks since I lost my job. I completed a coding freelance project, and I am currently waiting on the person I did the project for to review the job and send the payment.

It's been over an hour and no reply. I just regret not being a better boyfriend in other ways besides money. I love her so much, I know she loves me too. I just wish it wasn't too late, but it looks like it is.