New to video games XD

I’m a 30 yr old who just started playing videogames this year. SOT was one of the first games I ever played. I’m terrible at it 🤣 I am 200 hours in and still can’t park my ship. I can’t Perry, I’m not great at poonin’, it takes an hour for me to kill Pumba after he kills me in 2 seconds. Even though I’m terrible at this game, I’m addicted. Even though yall kick my ass every damn day and sink my boat.