I’m ngl, I was hyped for December 1st for so long but now idk.

This my 1st time completing NNN, like in an hr the challenge is over and now I can finally Nut. Legit for the whole month I was anticipating November 30 and had some hard nights trying not to nut. However the whole of today I felt basically no urges, and the nearer I get to December 1st the less excited I am for the nut for some reason. I 1st joined NNN for the big nut but maybe it was the challenge and the community that made it truly fun.