24 [M4f] Rajasthan/anywhere-break up of a 3 year relationship and looking for somebody to talk to

It has been atleast 2 weeks but it still causing pain . I am all alone tand there is nobody to talk to . Tried the dating apps and all such app and couldn't find anybody to talk to. I am ashamed to talk to my close friend as i see this as a major failure in life . Anybody if free please talk to me i need help