f/19 looking for a longterm friend!

hiii! bear w me cuz uh the intro might be long buuut, necessary so i wont have to end up ghosting a lot of requests ( makes me feel awful), soo im 19! i go to uni, work part time as a babysitter but i really do have a lot of time to kill in between and its just that ive been rather beat up off late, lonely and i kinda like it that way, ever since my breakup atleast BUT i figured a solid , nice , online friend might help deal w things, now just to mention- id prefer if you were of around myy age so like 19-24, where youre from or what gender you are does not really matter:),

I do have bPd and uh i might be ruff at times but well i try my best to let that off, best i can but we're probably gonna be chill- okay now, things im into- a PLETHORA of stuff i can speak off- so TV thats one, just good shows like dexter, bcs or sitcoms, anime asw is cool , sport- well a bit of it, art is so cool, wildlife and just animals in general asw, political discussions are also a good way to kill time

besides allat im pretty much basic, i might drink alc every now and then but im not really too influenced by it so i hope to hear from some of you!

ps- pls do better than just a hey! anddd id hope to move to disc after a while cuz its just easier replyin on there ( add a "3498" at the end of your text so ik you read thus far)

im kinda drunnk sadlyyy, also my discords- sofijaa_29

again im sorry for all the cautionary ways ive typed stuff out i just dont wanna deal w wierdos or people tryna waste my time! thank you