At the end of the line

Title says it all. This is now rock bottom for me due to taken 7oh. I have lied, cheated people, stole and mess things up so bad with my family and friends. Ive been taking 800 to 1000 mg a day. Today I spent all day trying to come up with cash so i would be able to get through the night and failed. Got caught lying and my wife wants to let someone know some bad shit I did so i lose my job and go to jail so now I sit here not feeling good, my life is over I will not withdrawl in jail. Idk what to do. Not sure if she will tell them or not so I have to go through tonight scared like hell and withdrawling. Im at the point idk what I have to do Im scared to deth.