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I still don't understand why you felt like you had to just disappear like that. I wish you couldve just told me, I wouldn't have liked it but I would've understood. I don't even really know if you're okay. I don't know what happened. I had gotten you a lily for your birthday but you know how long it's been now. You never did tell me your favorite flower but that was mine. I still think about you everyday.