I feel empty

(17M)My life is just boring(sry if it gets quite messy Lmao) Ive got no friends, no real hobby, isolated. People talk to me only because they get something out of it. Im tired of trying to improve myself because no one gives a shit. I just want someone that values and genuially cares about me and how im doing. Im tired of seeing everyone happy around me and ignoring me like i was a fckg piece of shit. I dont even want a gf or anything. I just want a brother or someone that i can genuially have a great bond with. I dont even want to be here talking about my problems because i know how fckg pathetic that is. I just want to have an exciting life.