I prayed and told God that I’m going to open my bible, and that through scripture, I trust he will tell me what I need to hear right now. He did, I opened to the first page of Ecclesiastes and read the whole book.

I don’t think I could’ve opened to a better book for my current situation and fears. I’m just amazed, I like to talk WITH God, not to him, but I realized trying to differentiate his words from my own thoughts and desires is meaningless. So I invited him to speak to me through scripture. I didn’t expect it to work out so perfectly, I was preparing for silence because sometimes I feel foolish to think I’m important enough that God can hear me. I thought if he did answer, I wouldn’t understand. Or, I would just open to some passage that can be applied to every situation. No, this was very personal to what I was crying and talking with him about moments before. I understand very well. I really enjoyed this experience, appreciate what I’ve learned, and thought I would share incase anyone else would like to try connecting with him this way. You might be very surprised.