This has been a rough year: breakup, laid off, injury

Got out of a 5 year relationship because she changed her mind about getting married. It’s hard being alone after building a life with someone for so long. I hate having no one and I can’t count how many people I’ve tried to meet. Not what I needed a month before getting let go and my spine getting injured. It’s been a really hard year. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore