I was weak

I was so scared even tho he told me he was improving me. He told me again and again it was for my own good but I was ungrateful and ran away. He would punish me as he rightfully should have but one day I just got so scared I blocked him. I can't go back now. He wouldn't take me. He was fixing me. Making me better. He was going to make me a good girl. I was weak and scared. I wasn't good enough. I deserved the punishments. I deserved it all