vent about the videos i saw recently [TW: transphobia and slurs]

i just can't. i am non-binary, but i am still technically transgender, and i have hysteria right now and im crying, so sirru if my spelling is shit.

i just was ewatching random youtube shorts and out of nowhere i got two homophobiv and transhpbisc videos in a row. the one where people took off lgbtqia+ flag off and everyone in the commenst were hyping up it and were very rude and homophobic i just can't, and literally the secoind one was where a guy suddenly realised that his girlfriend was a transwpman and the video called her a "tr******mer" and the persin in the video was saying "get away from that pedo" and people in the comments were saying shit like "the poor guy was molested", "omg this is so crepy, why wouf a guy dress as a girl and pretend to be woman and date another man that's so gross". i am very sencitive to this topic and i'm litera;y having a hysteria because what the fuck, why would these videos even pop up, i never ever watced anything transphobic why youtube has t be so cruel to me. i just fucking hate peop;e and this world, what did we do tothem to deserve this. why people are so fucking rude to transgender people, what the fuck is wrong with humanity, why are we hating and targeting people simpky because of who they are

i am so sorry if this is not an apropriate plave to vent, but i am feeling so bad, like, everythng was fine and then this video and idk where else to vent i am so sorry i hate people so much andf the world we livein