Drinking alone is regular, not occasional

I love drinking by myself in the sense that I can go at my own pace, listen to my own music, and there’s no way to publicly embarrass yourself if you’re in private. Just have to manage not positing anything stupid on socials and there’s nothing to regret in the morning other than a headache and nausea.

Problem is I’ve been drinking for 10 years and around 90% of the times I’ve ever drank in my life have been by myself. Wonder when I will finally stop.