46[M4F] - I got a name...hi EST..

46 married guy with 2 teens and a job.

What do you want to know? I'm pretty honest and trustworthy. I'm laid back and empathetic. I'm like the nice Dad in the school pick up line, or the nice guy at the grocery store. To look at me you would think I'm happy, professional, clean with great family life. And I'm some of those things but my marriage isn't great and I have an introverted exterior which makes people comfortable with me and I like to help people and listen to people and learn new things.

With all that being said however there's also a mysterious Dark Side to me which is exacerbated by The Emptiness I feel in my home even though I'm not technically alone. So when I'm smiling at you at the grocery store or at school it's genuine. I want you to feel comfortable and connected and I want to be helpful.

But I'd also probably love to secretly know that you're kind of unhappy at home too. And maybe you want to go out with me and get a drink. And maybe we'll chat for a long time and feel some parts of the inside of Us come alive that haven't been alive in a while. And when we smile at each other it's electric. And when we talk to each other we laugh and we smile and we feel good about ourselves. And maybe we eventually get comfortable with each other to take it to the next level and enjoy each other fully

So please come say hi, tell me about you. Teach me things, that to me, ask for advice, or just laugh together let's just see where we flow