Situationship has ended… taking it harder than I thought???

Exactly what the title says.

Although she was the most immature asshole, there’s a sense of loss there.

I left her on read and fully ended it a few days ago. But now my brain is making me feel like the mean one despite the fact she 100% was and acknowledged that herself. (I won’t go into detail)

I know it could just be missing having something, but we were SOOOOO compatible, emotionally (until she 180’d), sexually, just amazing. I almost feel like I’ll not find that good (how it was in the beginning) again and it’s totally killed my effort to try find anything new.

How to stop wanting someone when you KNOW they’re not good for you? 😫 I’m sick of this feeling that I NEED her.