I wish there was a button i could press to restart life

I just feel stressed everyday and so lonely. I have barely any friends and the ones that are my “friends” only ever talk to me in class. I’ve never had anyone i can talk to about any of my feelings it’s just shit. I see everyone my age being a teenager partying making memories and i’m just a stupid “floater friend”. My parents get mad at me every week for staying in my room always telling me to go out. Go out with who i have absolutely no one I hate it I just feel like i’m withering away in my room every week. It seems like my only purpose in life right now is studying and revision. I hate it so much.