kainis na buhay toh

ewan ko ba pero i feel so dumb crying over small crushes, alam mo yung mag dedelulu, and then when reality hits me... i would just burst out. im so sick and tired of this cycle. bakit ganon UDHSBXASKCB super passive aggressive ko sa mga situation na ganto.

kasi diba may naging crush ako nung hs ako (gr9) and i tried to reconnect w this person again dahil we're lowkey close naman. everything went well naman, we talked and even played games. pero kasi ako ung tao na maaattached bigla kahit small things/bare minimum lang binibigay sakin ahuhu, which is i hate kasi pag nag reality check ako, i would crash out, and it'll deff ruin my entire week or until i talk to that person again. it sucks to feel like this, so heavy, and it hurts. kasi nag kakaroon ako ng crushes ganto ung nafefeel ko :((( am i really the problem ?