Ok....

New month but also terrifying thought that 2025 is nearly over. Time has passed by.

Reflection:

The loss emotionally has been soul crushing this year, I feel lost.

Family has been the only constant this year. My rock and pillar when I'm drowning in fear, pain, stress. My biggest blessing in my life

Lessons learnt that even when u thought someone will always be there has dropped u when u at your breakdown. People are selfish and never return the love, friendship u give.

Accepted the reality that its better to be alone and happy than being sad. It affected my health, my mental capacity, and my time with my daughter.

Real and true love is family and my daughter.

Career taking the opportunity to grow than being stuck and undervalued. Taking my power back. Learnt that power hungry ex coworkers are the utmost disgrace of being called a human. There thirst for it has made them monsters. There humanity is gone. Glad I am gone.

So the year is nearly gone but im a greatful for learning, healing, taking my power back everyday and being authentically me.

I accept everything the good and bad and choices I have made. Will I do it over if life could reset yes as I am me. My heart has been happy and sad and I felt what I thought I have lost a long time ago. Me