My niece

Dude can anyone relate to this I just have zero connect with my niece. I want to like her and I try to interact with her but it’s just not possible for me to like her. She was at my parents with me yesterday and first of all she face planted in the kitchen about 5 minutes after they arrived which pissed me off, and then I genuinely just avoid her I don’t want to interact with her at all. After everyone left my mother said to me “do you not like her” and I didn’t say no even though I do but I just said I didn’t like today because she’s too much.

The only positive thing that my niece has done for me is make me realize I never want children. But dude I have never felt so much dislike for a relative of mine, and it’s even worse because she loves me and always wants me to play with her and do stuff and I can’t bring myself to enjoy anything with her and I can’t even fake a smile because she irritates me so much so she just talks to me and I’m just like a zombie when I’m with her because I can’t force myself to enjoy spending time with her.

My mother told me to find something that I like doing to do with her because but I could literally do my favourite activities and it would be ruined if she was there. I just hate her I can’t bring myself to like her because everything about her is so irritating.