Anyone feel good on Deca mentally?

I’ve been reading horror stories about how it’s going to make me feel dumber and less myself and all this fear mongering. I’ve done tren low dose with no issues along with many other cycles I normally don’t get issues mentally unless primo or high dht.

I see everywhere that it lowers dopamine. Anyone experienced this? I want to use it 200 a week for joints but don’t want to feel brain fog and anhedonia and robotic.

Anyone have good experiences on deca?