It’s been a while

Since I’ve posted. Also, since I’ve had a projection. But I had one not too long ago I would love to share with y’all. I’m typing on my phone it’s gonna be long and annoying and probably no paragraphs. Ok I lied here’s a paragraph. Anyways I felt the vibrations come over me and I gleefully tore out my body. I hadn’t projected in so long I was so eager to get out and explore. So I remember feeling like I was out of my body but everything was black. I was like ok whatever and tried to will myself somewhere else and it didn’t work. It felt like Velcro. I was stuck the the blackness. I felt like a rubber band snapping back into place everytime I tried to go. So I accepted it lol. I said fine. Let me meet my higher self. (I had a feeling I needed to ask for that) and I felt like I was on a MRI machine getting slid into a vast blackness. I heard like beeping noises and electronic noises in my head. Then I started spinning. Fast. It felt like a carnival ride. The spaceship one that is intense and ridiculously fast. I started hearing circus music. I then saw flashes of every single life I’ve ever lived. I felt the most agonizing pain a human can feel. I felt unadulterated bliss pulsing through me. I was trying to shield my face wirh my arms and elbows and was crying and laughing. I was switching from covering my face with my elbows and hands and wiping my tears to covering my mouth from laughing hysterically. All of this happening simultaneously. It was indescribable. Then I remembered darkness. Everything stopped and I was swallowed by complete darkness. My higher self told me, “don’t be scared of the darkness for you are the darkness as well as the light.” Thats all folks. I have been having insane spiritual experiences. Every waking moment in life is symbolic. It’s all so funny to me. Life is silly. But yeah I hope you enjoyed this experience as much as I have. I am thankful. ❤️