Did anybody else experience this "honeymoon" phase of making a tulpa?

The first month of tulpamancy Host was incredibly excited and buzzing about it. He immediately had a really big connection and love for our tulpa and tulpamancy in general.

It doesnt really feel like that so much anymore, maybe because I am a new host but everything feels much more stale. We continue doing tulpamancy, we dont feel liek we just "got boredof it", its still a key part of our lives however its hard for any of us to experience the same love for eachotehr anymore. We tend to be very detatched from people in real life too but it does just feel a bit dissapointing that i cant be attatched to my headmates and love them in the same way as we used to.

Just wondering if anybody else had this