Understanding repressed memories of sexually trauma from early ages of life (M23)

After hitting the point of adulthood. I couldn’t remember really anything from 6 years old and before. I know I like seen a lot as a kid but I thought I had a pretty normal childhood. After talking to people about their lives i learned I was abused physically and emotionally very young.I couldn’t remember the sexual assaults and until, I started smoking weed after high school. It open up a door for all the things my brain has totally blocked out. Turns out I have so much sexually trauma from a parent to neighborhood girl. I was touched so often it became regular to me. The memories the edibles unlocked made questioned my parents lives. I asked them about it weird looks and surprised faces and the run around. But my dad will say I saw way too much as a kid still not sure what that means.