Me again…

Me again…I know by now that there is nothing I can say to get you to love me or trust me again but I am so sorry. I knew exactly what I was doing when I hurt you and disappeared like that. I knew it was a risk and left anyway. I could have just talked about how I was feeling but that wasn’t enough for me at the time. I regret my decision every single day, and I deserve to. You would’ve never done me like that. It was incredibly selfish. I didn’t stop to think about how it would affect you one bit. I was just emotional. You deserve so much, you deserve the world. I’m sorry I failed at giving it to you.

I ask…beg for another chance but I wouldn’t give me one either…I am sorry and will leave you alone. I know by now that you won’t forgive me. You may feel like a fool if you do. I love you so much it hurts but it’s probably what I deserve. I am sorry.