40F - Does anyone else feel owned when you swallow?

I love being submissive—especially when my husband pins me down, pulls my hair, New Mexico chokes me. But lately, I’ve noticed something else that takes my submission to the next level. When he cums in my mouth and I swallow, it’s like I’m completely his. That moment makes me feel utterly dominated, like I belong to him. It’s not that the other stuff doesn’t work, but this is my peak. Does anyone else get this? New Mexico am I just crazy? 😅