Letter to someone

You never gave me a chance to explain things and even if you did I wouldn’t explain things because I hate to do that. I only started playing games with you because you did. But now after all the hurt that this caused I wouldn’t do that if I go back in time. Not because we eventually broke up, not because you hate me now, not because I’m hurting I’m used to that shit. It’s because I hurt you. I cared about you and I still do. My heart is so heavy of pain and guilt. I know I fucked you up for a long time. I don’t know if you will ever heal. I wish I could take your pain but I’m already in pain.