I think I like my boyfriend’s best friend.

Hi okay I know I seen evil but please let me give you backstory first- I’m gonna be relatively vague in case they are on here but pm me if you need more details! Okay so I’ve been with this guy for 2 months he’s quite nice, but his personality just doesn’t really match mine, and on top of that I’m not super attracted to him…I know this seems bad but I’m not a looks person so I thought I would give him a chance but its really not going anywhere idk. We’ve kissed a couple times and it was okay but I didn’t really enjoy it like a properly good kiss. Now his best friend on the other hand is super nice, funny and we match personalities on a whole other level, like we really relate in a way I can’t fully explain without delving into my struggle with illness…We’ve spent time together before (my bf knew) and out humour just really works together and I kinda have been catching myself thinking about him and i don’t WANT to but I do…I’ve also been contemplating breaking up with my bf before I’ve had these thoughts but now they are kinda really there. He probably doesn’t even like me like that so I should just stop but I’ve never felt a connection on my end like this! I don’t want to be a bad person, WHAT DO I DO?! Ik it’s quite vague so if you want details message me xxxx