M22 I just need a lover

I'm not just saying anything everything was great today idk why I feel like shit and just say a cute 5 sec of someone holding their lover and I feel like why even I exist if the city I lives in just ignores me it's like I don't exist. I work eat sleep maybe some friends from work and that's it, nobody waits for me to come. I have no one to look for.

I feel a lot today idk why, I usually do shit posting here to get rage bait cause it's rage but people pick it and talk