Im 23 and I honestly wish I could disappear, I need help

So ill try and give you the baby not the birth.

I (23M) feel lost and overwhelmed with everything, I don't have the energy to get up and go to work anymore, I barely see any friends cause im never invited to anything and if I plan something they're always 'to busy', my love life is a fucking joke, I've watched that much youtube and streaming services that I just can't find anything to watch (same thing with games), and my hobbies i used to love just don't feel the same anymore, it's so bad I just wish I could vanish from existence but I can't do that to any of my few friends and family I have left, I feel stuck and I keep getting in my own way because no matter how hard I try to make anything feel better I just end up feeling worse, I'm running out of options and just need some ideas on how I can get myself out of this headspace.