what the hell do i even do now?

this game is turning to a point where people are so aggressive in my lobbies i cannot even play

im not even that much of a good player, i am just DECENT, i play sometimes and i dont dedicate my entire life solely to this game

everytime i play i always face some insane aim player that completely melts me in mere seconds without reaction time while i cant even hit shit

in endgames there's always 4 people in a zone the size of a fucking pea that do absolutely nothing? and what happens? i am the ONLY one who gets targeted, they do NOTHING the entire endgame

and before you say skill issue i am NOT this much of a good player and i DONT want to dedicate this much to the game, and i DONT want to quit it since its the only online game i like