i genuinely believe assisted S*uicide should be legal

after puberty you really are just doomed to a life of misery as a tranny. maybe things will be better in the future and more trannies can troon earlier but not now. i feel like my life is already over and im only 19, i dont want to live the rest of my life and havent changed my mind/ felt different abt that since i was like 15, ive given it so mmuch time and my mindset never changes, i dont want to be here and keep suffering in this disgusting twisted body. if assisted suicide was legal i would sign up for it in a heartbeat. first hrt apt tmrw but i just feel so broken, the only thing i look forward to anymore is sleep bc that means i dont have to be aware anymore