could this be gender dysphoria?

i've been questioning my gender for a while but i'm not sure if what i feel is dysphoria or not. i'm afab and anything related to my reproductive system causes me extreme distress. i've even had a sterilization surgery to help me with this. the thought of being pregnant is nauseating and if i couldn't terminate i would probably end my life. having very visible boobs makes me uncomfortable because their only function is to feed babies. i don't necessarily wish i was 100% flat but i wish they were as small as possible. i feel uncomfortable being called a woman or any feminine terms because women are associated with all of this. i want nothing to do with any of this. i never wear revealing tops. when i do, i feel dissociated from myself. when i look too feminine i don't feel like myself either. but despite all of this, i still don't wanna be male. i wouldn't take hormones because i don't want any of the effects. i'm also indifferent towards pronouns. that's what makes me confused. could i be transmasc? non binary? i'm so lost. any advice is appreciated.