22 [F4A] Feeling extremely needy for abuse and degradation

I am feeling extremely horny and needy. And as the bpd slut I am, what better way to deal with that then by searching for stuff that makes me feel even worse about myself? Im not here for pity or to talk about why I need this, I am pretty much just looking to be abused. I dont really care what it is, so long as its degrading and reinforces my feeling of being a worthless whore. Bonus points for longer-lasting impact on my life. I am very much aware of what I am doing and how destructive it can be, so there is really no need to tell me. So please, only message me if you really dont worry about my life or anything like that.

My name is Lilith, I go to university and work part time at a small book store. I have two dildos and two plugs.

General kinks I enjoy are: Degradation, exhibitionism, anal, toilet play, Intox play, pain, almost anything thats humiliating for me.. I am always open to exploring new kinks too though, today even more so than usual Id say.