I don't know what to do.

When I realized I was trans and wanted to get hrt, my parents wouldn't let me until I moved out. I was able to rush out into an apartment, but all I have is a part time job, I can't keep up with my bills, and my hours are getting cut. I'm looking for a new job, but I keep getting turned away, and I'm running out of time. If I can't make rent, I might have to move back in with my parents and detransition.

I'm scared.