31 [F4A] Colorado/Online - Pregnancy and birth

I often imagine myself going through another pregnancy. For me, it's the lovely pregnant belly that I enjoy the most, the thought of growing quite big from petite over those nine months, and then knowing that eventually I'm going to have to physically give birth even though I would be so big by then it's hard to imagine how it's going to fit.

The thought of me having it and going through the labor is the best part of the fantasy, well-supported by lots of love for the pregnant figure. Birthing is my main kink followed closely by pregnancy. I want to have it naturally preferred. I want it to be challenging and physical, yelling to my partner that I can feel everything. I prefer painful to orgasmic. It's definitely a kink rather than a general adoration: being full term and desiring the birth is my kink. Note that this is different from but related to breeding. I want to have to go through labor and pushing. I'm also fine if you prefer to be the pregnant one in our conversation or prefer something even more fantasy oriented like oviposition, slime or tentacle monsters, pegging mpreg and anal birth, etc. I also like the idea of being a captive forced to give birth. I'm happy as the carrier recalling my experiences and just as happy the other way around if you prefer to think of yourself as the pregnant one. Thank you for reading!