I want to suck my own cock!

Omg I’m literally still here at work so horny my dick feels so big in my pants right now swollen from my 4am ruin….. I wanna jerk it I wanna suck it I want it sucked and jerked like I’m a fucking price of machinery. Lay me naked on a slab, jerk, suck my cock, tounge my bike while jerking, make me worthless don’t even look at me just twist pull and stroke my fat horny dick and right when it starts pulsating…. Let go… watch it jump on its own and spit up. I want to be an absolute brainless pathetic excuse for a man and I want to live feral like this. I’m married but I don’t want anything but porn and to be milked… I’m so desperate