Judgement from family

I just want my feelings respected, you don’t have to understand them. My 18yo son passed suddenly 7yrs ago. I have been told “they have given themselves permission to move on”. I never asked for you to stay, in fact I don’t want them around bc I am so hurt. Their inability to understand my life isn’t what it was, and it’s shocking to me they don’t acknowledge WHY loosing my child is crushing. I died that day too, and this imposter parading around as me, is doing the best they can. Thankfully I live in a different state, so I don’t see them, and texts are on a need to know basis. My relationships with them all lacks sincerity and I don’t really care what’s going on with them. I don’t wish this life upon anyone 💔