Guilt

So as a 17 year old girl in high school who is 5’8 feet tall and skinny I always feel guilty whenever a guy tries talking to me. Idk if it’s just me or maybe something is wrong with me but it’s like every time a guy wants to talk or get to know me I always pull away because part of me doesn’t feel like I deserve to be loved? I say that because like I mentioned I am pretty tall for a girl and on top of that I’m skinny so automatically I’m flat asf on both ways T_T So whenever a guy wants to be in a talking stage I don’t allow myself that enjoyment because I feel so bad LMAO. Like I have nothing to offer besides my awesome fashion taste and funny personality man 💔 but idk where these thoughts come from, I try telling myself that whoever I’m with will love me for who I am and not my body but maybe it’s just the fact I’ve always been told how skinny I am and how tall I am all my life that it feels like no one really sees me. Idk how to stop these thoughts too and I feel like I’m my own enemy at times