Upset

I have been fighting with my insurance to get them to cover my hormones. I've been without for 2 months as of today. I got my first period in over a year. In less than 4 hours it is back to being as debilitating as they were when I wasn't on T at all. The pad im using is burning. I feel like im dying, and I can't even get home without taking public transport. I'm going to lose it.