I feel like a failure at life

All day everyday I have this small voice in the back of my head telling me how much of a failure I am at life. I f26, know I have mental health issues, I have been diagnosed with anxiety and depression, but right now everything is slowly getting worse. I was lucky enough to finish my masters in August and can’t for the life of me get a job or even an interview. I don’t know what to do. I’m searching for a job now and in the past was a massive source of anxiety from me and is the reason for my diagnosis. I can’t find a therapist that takes my insurance that doesn’t have a waitlist. I just want to feel like a normal member of society not an unemployed girl living with her parents. Part of the reason I got a masters was unemployment, also I did want to further my education because I do enjoy school. I thought going to a top university and studying business would help but everything feels bad. My (extended) family keeps making backhanded comments at me for being unemployed and it’s eating me up. I’ve also never been in a relationship and that is also slowly stating to add on. I even have this voice that is starting to tell me to think about hurting myself and I have to fight it everyday. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like all o do is stare at my computer and look for jobs but it’s not working and networking terrifies me but I try to reach out but am ignored. My parents love and support me which is really the only thing keeping me going right now. If they didn’t tell me how much they care and love and support me I’d have probably killed my self by now. I feel so alone so much of the time. I feel mostly forgotten. I know things are bad in the economy but I have worked har