Jacob's Ladder Deleted Scenes

I figure if anybody can help with this Reddit can. I heard a long time ago that Jacob's ladder (1990) had a number of deleted scenes. Many of them were moved just because they were too disturbing. I saw a clip of one of the scenes, it looked like it involved the ceiling of Jacob's apartment breaking open and some kind of weird creature crawling out.

I've seen some of the deleted scenes on the YouTube video. I've never seen a version of the film without the scenes removed. I would love any heads up about where or if this can be found.